Not Myself (Feat. Zuzu)

I'm not really feelin' like myself today (hey-hey)
Hated every job I've had
What's wrong with me? (Hey-hey)
Everyday's the same
Painfully mundane
'Cause I'm runnin' from my feelings
And my fear of sudden change

Every time I leave my room I wanna die (hey-hey)
Even when I'm with my friends I'm alone inside (uhh)
'Cause nothing really matters
And I don't know what's sadder
The fact I even try, or that my hopes and dreams are shattered

I'm not really feelin' like myself today
Ay-ay-ay-ay