Starting From Scratch

I remember this bedroom
Now I would turn off the lights if I could
Cause nothing feels the same anymore
I try to keep it together
But somehow I feel like a stranger at home
I think maybe I've been gone too long
Why's it so hard
To start again
Where do I start
When it looks like it's the end
You said go on your way
And threw my stuff in a bag
I thought you took it all away
And then you gave it right back
I was grieving the life
I thought that I'd never have
Because I grew up too soon
And now I'm starting from scratch
Wish I never knew what it felt like
To be begging God for a little more time
It's the kind of thing that could change your life
Remember when all that I wanted
Was to drive my first car to college
Now I'm learning to stand for a second for a second time
You said go on your way
And threw my stuff in a bag
I thought you took it all away
And then you gave it right back
I was grieving the life
I thought that I'd never have
Because I grew up too soon
And now I'm starting from scratch
They say pick up the pace
And put it all in the past
I know that I should move on
I hate that I'm too attached
To the person I was
To the life that I had
Because I grew up too soon
And now I'm starting from scratch
Why's it so hard
To start again
Where do I start
When it looks like it's the end
You said go on your way
And threw my stuff in a bag
I thought you took it all away
And then you gave it right back
I was grieving the life
I thought that I'd never have
Because I grew up too soon
And now I'm starting from scratch
They say pick up the pace
And put it all in the past
I know that I should move on
I hate that I'm too attached
To the person I was
To the life that I had
Because I grew up too soon
And now I'm starting from scratch
I'm starting from scratch
I'm starting from scratch
I'm starting from scratch
Because I grew up to soon
And now I'm starting from scratch