The Sailor Song

I was your sailor, your demon, your lover
Your overbearing best friend
Hoping for some attention
I saw through your automatic heartache
Now, I know that love is as love was
It's downhill from here

Should I run a million miles away
From every memory of you, you?
Let that be a lesson to me
Think not with my heart but with my head, oh

But I never really had it in me
Did I, did I?
No, I never really had it in me
Did I?
Did I never really had it in me?
Did I, did I, did I?

Oh-oh-oh-oh-oh

I was your armchair, your mattress
Your TV, your everlasting talkshow host
Mouthing, "Baby, you're wonderful"
I fell under your control
Switch on, switch off, robotic
And I lost every ounce of myself

Should I run a million miles away
From every memory of you, you?
Let that be a lesson to me
Think not with my heart but with my head, oh

But I never really had it in me
Did I, did I?
No, I never really had it in me
Did I?
Did I never really had it in me
Did I, did I, did I?

No, I never really had it in me
Did I?
Did I never really had it in me
Did I?
No, I never really had it in me
Never really had it in me
Never really had it in me
Did I, did I?

La-la-la-la la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la la-la
La-la-la-la la-la-la-la
La-la-la-la la-la-oh

I was your sailor, your demon, your lover
Your overbearing best friend
Hoping for some attention