Alone

I stand alone in the dark

Can you hear the whispers in the wind?
And at night I repeat there's
Nothing here for me
I feel, homesick
(So lost)
In distress I am suffocating, I am realizing
The counterfeited promises

As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I take a look at myself
I feel the pain in my chest
The voices start singing over the rhythm of my mind
I wish I could try again just for one last time
Just for one, last time

Which path will I take?
I could try to survive on my own
Will I follow the mermaids of lies
I was dreaming of a life of trust love & peace
In this world the cowards can't afford to live
Drowning in the lies I'm flipping the switch

Which path will I take?
I was loved and preserved all along
Nothing makes sense anymore
I don't think I'll understand
But I'll shut my eyes again

Leave me all alone
Don't you carry me
Don't spit your pity in front of me
By myself I'll escape damnation

Stray, lord of the flies
Lured away by your dignity
Eternally
My mind feels empty

(Which path will I take?)

God
I cannot find a way on my own
I did follow the mermaids of lies
I was dreaming of a life of trust love & peace
In this world the cowards can't afford to live
Drowning in the lies I'm flipping the switch

Have I gone insane?
See the mess I've made?