Inside Out

I'm inside the back of my mind
Breathing in, breathing out
To look fine outside
My skin is all sweaty
Am I ready for what is
New
Yeah
C'mon
Yeah

The back of my mind can't sit with us
Cause sometimes it gets so dangerous
The voices keep singing that I can't trust
I'm like ou girl what you talking about
They interrupt when I'm sleeping
No rest cause they keep on creeping
They get to me
I start screaming I'm like
Ou girl what you talking about

I need some quiet
Can I have a second
To catch my breath
Before I count to seven
One, two, three, four, five, six, seven

Tryna play it cool when your in the room
But I feel way too hot
Said I'm doing fine but that's another lie
That I slipped out cause I'm not
Would I get help if I demand
But what if no one understands
Can someone please hold my hand
I'm so over this, over this
Put this to the side and leave it all behind
Try to collect my thoughts
Said I'm doing fine but that's another lie
That I slipped out cause I'm not
Would I get help if I demand
But what if no one understand
Can someone please hold my hand
I'm so over this, over this

I think it's time to finally avoid you
But it's been tough
And I look fine in your view
I should've left since I was never forced to
Stay but it's my fault cause I allowed you to
Say what you want and do what you'd like
Nothing is perfect and that is all right
Say what you want and do what you'd like
But you can't take it back
I see the real you when you're off track
I need some quiet
To catch my breath
And I don't know what to do
Cause inside, I'm such a mess

Tryna play it cool when your in the room
But I feel way too hot
Said I'm doing fine but that's another lie
That I slipped out cause I'm not
Would I get help if I demand
But what if no one understands
Can someone please hold my hand
I'm so over this, over this
Put this to the side and leave it all behind
Try to collect my thoughts
Said I'm doing fine but that's another lie
That I slipped out cause I'm not
Would I get help if I demand
But what if no one understand
Can someone please hold my hand
I'm so over this, over this