Parish Steppin
Saliva Grey
2:53"You see here, kid? You gotta just go for it Don't think about what comes after over or what came before You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath, and jump" I been feelin' so alone with nowhere to go I don't even pick up the phone when I see it glow I could tell you everything, but you'll never know How I'm really feelin' inside, don't know how to show So I stay inside my room, talkin' to the wall Wonderin' if it'll talk back, it doesn't at all Fallin' asleep, in my dreams, I constantly brawl Fightin' against all of my thoughts in the free-for-all I'm just sittin' in my web, I don't wanna leave Because I know this muhfuckin' life is just make-believe I achieve anything I dream, but I gotta see Why everybody is even naive? They just wanna be Something that they not, something that they never could be Thinkin' that they high I don't wanna be the one that have to put you on the spot And I'm not, I'm finna focus on myself And you ruined everything, don't put that shit on nobody else (Tryna die up in my-, ay, ay) (Tryna die up in my-) Tryna die up in my crib, I don't leave that shit for nothin', man Don't wanna when that muhfucka, never feel a fuckin' thing Feel the same, regardless of what you sayin' Bitch, that grey muhfucka ain't never gon' fuckin' change What you wan' say about the boy, I got you, got the fuckin' stones You throw 'em, I'm throwin bones, I know what the fuck you want That's why I be on my own, to cop me a fuckin' home Got acres to keep me closed, chillin', bein' the fucka Ridin', solo through the fuckin' bottom, ay Gotta clear my mind, think 'bout what you done to me Ay, now, I don't know who to fuck 'Cause me gon' isolate myself internally, that's why You don't hear no body bag, man, the hood, they all forget Who the fuck I really was or what the fuck I even did? Man, don't trip (man, don't trip) I been gone before the shit Boy, the shit is in the making, I don't care if they forgive, ay I been feelin' so alone with nowhere to go I don't even pick up the phone when I see it glow I could tell you everything, but you'll never know How I'm really feelin' inside, don't know how to show So I stay inside my room, talkin' to the wall Wonderin' if it'll talk back, it doesn't at all Fallin' asleep, in my dreams, I constantly brawl Fightin' against all of my thoughts in the free-for-all