In Too Deep

Whoa, think I'm in too deep
All these lucid dreams
Well, I feel like I'm bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep
Think I'm in too deep
All these lucid dreams
Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me?

What if I wake up and everybody's gone?
Thought I could of proven everybody wrong
Guess I really wasn't who I thought I was, nah
Shoulda, woulda, coulda but it's not enough
What if I fall deep in a rut and givin' into the voices?
Trying to keep it hush, I'm blockin' out all the noises
Runneth over the cup, or maybe somebody poison
Tryna pick what I want, I'm runnin' up out of choices, damn
I need a break, but what if it breaks, huh?
I gotta stop but what if it stops, yeah
Gotta get away but what if I wait too late
Somebody come along and they takin' my spot
Paranoia like a tent on rock
Tied to my shoes and I can't unlock
Keep having dreams that I can't unwatch
Tryna pop but I can't like a jammed gunshot
Whoa, not giving in (not giving in)
Never let it get to my head (get to my head)
I'ma take a loss to the chin (loss to the chin)
I'ma go and get it again (get it again)

Whoa, I guess I need a reset
Yeah, more offense, less defense
I don't wanna live with a regret
The pressure really buildin' up 'til I see red, take a deep breath

Whoa, think I'm in too deep
All these lucid dreams
Well, I feel like I'm 'bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep
Think I'm in too deep
All these lucid dreams
Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me?

What if this time next year, it's already done?
What if I fall short on what I said I was?
Seen a few come and go, yeah, they blow then they stop
I don't wanna be another one
Family tellin' me, "Go and get it done"
But couldn't breathe, wasn't easy, it's never done
'Cause when I reach what I need, it's never enough
Just let it be, gotta keep on gettin' up, right?
Can't, couldn't do it again
'Cause even when I'm winnin', feelin' like I'm losin' again
I lost friends, lost money, lost love, lost time
Don't wanna wake up one day realize I been losin' my mind
I gotta, put the pressure on my back and then carry it
When it's gettin' heavy then I bury it
Tell me this just worry, I should prolly get a therapist
Selfish and I'm arrogant
You know if I keep it, I ain't sharin' it
When I'm gone, what will I be known for?
Life's work, wonder what it goes for
Is that really all we have to show for?
Give it all 'til we got no more?

Guess I need a reset
Yeah, more offense, less defense
I don't wanna live with a regret
The pressure really buildin' up 'til I see red, take a deep breath

Whoa, think I'm in too deep (whoa)
All these lucid dreams
Well, I feel like I'm 'bout to lose it, talkin' in my sleep
Think I'm in too deep
All these lucid dreams
Wonderin' what if I lose it, will they stick with me?