I'M Not Sleeping

She comes to me at night when I'm sleeping
She comes to me when I'm alone
She comes to me, she holds my hand when I'm crying
She comes to me, she shuts my eyes, she brings me home

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore
No, I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

She tells me when you look at me, she tells me when you're lying
She tells me when you talk about me, and she lays me on the floor
She tells me when you're whispering, she lies beside me naked
She tells me when you laugh at me, and she locks all the doors

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore
No, I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven AM, all alone again
But I've been through all this shit before
Spent my nights in self-defense, crying 'bout my innocence
But I ain't all that innocent anymore, more, more, more

I see her on the TV, I see her in the movies
I see her in these animals that dance beside my bed
I'll follow you down, baby, down into this valley
Yeah, I'll follow you down, baby, but I won't come up again

But I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore
No, I'm not sleeping anymore, anymore

No, I'm not sleeping, I'm not sleeping, I'm not sleeping
No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, no
No, I'm not sleeping, I'm not sleeping
Anymore, anymore, no, no, anymore, any, any
I said rain, rain, go away, come again some other day
'Cause I got all this shit to say, but I've gone back to find my way
My sister's mother's favorite son, lost among the chosen ones
But I got news for everyone, 'cause I've gone out that door