Why Won'T I Learn I Don'T Belong

you'd love
to see
the aftermath of everything
that you've ever done to me

burning a hole inside of my brain
and keeping me up at night
hoping and praying to some kind of god
that one day you'll get what's right

you'd hate
my songs
the ones with all the worthless words
why won't i learn i don't belong

i think there's something inside of my brain
that's making it hard to heal
and i'm finding it harder and harder to find
somebody who knows just how i feel
i'm beginning to think that
brain worms might be real