Lost Control

Head over Heels I lost Control
When Death crushed my tired Soul
I'm not really well for Years
And there is no One to dry my Tears

Wild Things are happening in my Head
It's painful, it's just bound to make me dead
In my Head there is only Confusion
Like in a wild Dream, or a worse Illusion

It becomes extreme in a hard Situation
Now I have mad Thoughts out of Desperation
I find it Hard to talk about my Problem
but I have to talk about it, when I got'em

I feel sometimes Peace and sometimes Strife
It has been like this all my Life
When will this Situation finally change?
I feel only helpless and strange

I lost Control
What's the matter?
What's the matter?
it doesn't get better
Oh! I lost Control 
And I am running out of Ideas
Don't know what to do, that's true

There are many Ways 
and each can be right
The Time will come 
and then you will stand in the Light