Esfp

I light up the party
Say I'm fine without a pause
Laugh so hard I can't breathe
But I never take the mask off

I say just one more drink
When I really mean don't go
I keep the lights too bright
So I don't feel alone

I talk like I'm winning
But I don't sleep at night
I feel everything
But I joke it off every time

When the music stops
And the crowd walks out
I stay in the dark
Cause I don't know how to come down

I shine too hard
So no one sees the cracks
I give my loudest love
To hide what I can't get back

I hold hands too quickly
Fall fast then run
I say I'm over it
But I still sleep in your shirt sometimes

I change the playlist
So I don't cry
Keep dancing through
Every goodbye

I don't mean to confuse you
I just don't know what to keep
Every moment feels like fire
But cools off before it's deep

I light up every room
But I leave before I melt
It's not that I don't care
I just don't know how to be held

When the music stops
And the night slows down
I scroll for names
Just to feel like someone's around

I shine too hard
So no one sees the cracks
I give my loudest love
To hide what I can't get back

You think I love the spotlight
But it's just where I disappear
If someone ever stayed long enough
They'd see I was right here

I kept the party going
So you wouldn't see me break
Danced through every silence
Just to hide how much I ache

When the lights go down
And no one turns around
I stay in the sound
Of the laugh I gave too loud

I shine too bright
Just to feel seen
But all I ever wanted
Was someone to stay with me

Stay with me
Just stay with me
I was never the party

Stay with me
Just stay with me
I was always the quiet after