Gazing Upon A Scorched Horizon

I'm feigning, you're mistaken, flagrant
Waiting, I'm biding time
An answer, a key stained red exposed to the world
Unveiling
Vile, he's in control
Helpless, a drowning outcast
Taking back what's mine, I'll be free
Cold worn down
Comfortless dark walls
Is there a future here?
My future's here
Crushing weight
Nothing left to give
Is there a future here?
The shards of light shine brighter
State's growing dire
A fulfilled desire
Last wishes retired
A single mistake, eternal
Life in hellfire, escaping aspire
Approaching the pyre
A sign of my drive, the scars grow
Wider and wider
My legs growing tired
Push on through the mire
A light in the dark, an ally
Made up of wire
Reaching, a satire
Fallen for the lie, just
Horizons of red, there's only
White-hot attire
A foolish desire
All wishes retired
And every mistake, eternal
Strife, over-tire
My future expired
No room left for ire
My future is now, it's with me
Honest, I bare it all, the mask gone
Silence, nothing remains
Questions, the solutions lost to the grave
In death I've found control, yet you are
Helpless, a drowning outcast
Taking back what's mine, I'm now free
And now I'm standing where it all began