Monica Lewinskibidi
Hot Mulligan
3:26Stay offline as I'm looking for some peace of mind Take a drink and let my stomach settle Just as it calms, the phone starts to ring, prompting me to unravel Dim the lights just in case there's someone there outside How much longer 'til we reach the sunrise? The moment that I've been left alone, everything's terrifying As soon as you're gone I sit and I wait and I sit and I wait Until you come home It's like the feelings elevated (when you're not around) The sameness (in repetition) Stay in (the pipes sound like a stranger to me) As I try to get some sleep Little bird got torn up by a stray All red-tinted feathers and both broken wings Mercy came in the heel of my boot Such terrible things that your kindness can do (awake every day) Dedicated time for licking at your wounds (such a disheartening thing) Can't undo the hurt when they open anew (I sit and I wait) Mercy hangs by the heel of a boot (and I sit and I wait until you come home) When being alone only darkens the view It only comes when you're away And when you're there it makes me brave The clockwork, steady in detail Destroyed, then just as quick rebuilt The bird torn up Shallow breath and in pain The cat watching Coming back as I leave As soon as you're gone I sit and I wait and I sit and I wait until you come home Awake every day, such a disheartening thing I sit and I wait and I sit and I wait until you come home (It's always too long) Little bird got torn up by a stray All red-tinted feathers and both broken wings (I sit and I wait and I sit and I wait until you come home) Mercy came in the heel of my boot Such terrible things that your kindness can do (Awake every day, such a disheartening thing) Dedicated time for licking at your wounds Can't undo the hurt when they open anew (I sit and I wait and I sit and I wait until you come home) Mercy hangs by the heel of a boot