Damaged (Feat. Spencer Charnas)

I wish there was a way for me to put this into words
All these feelings that I have as I start to lose control
I feel panic rushin' over me and grippin' at my chest
And no matter what I say or do, I know that that it won't rest

I feel my vision fade, sweat drippin' down my back
I can hear my heart pound, I can feel my mind crack
And I know that you love me and you wanna save me now
In the end of it all, you can't save me from myself

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we've been through?
And if you go, I won't stop you
You're not damaged like me

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we went through?
If you stay, I won't stop you
You'll end up damaged like me

I know you think I'm damaged and I question everything
I'm obsessive, compulsive, a disorder I can't flee
I'll race you to the end, you see I got a manic side
And the more I try to fight it, he grows stronger every time

Post-traumatic stress, yeah, that's what my doctor said
So when I think of dying, I just got to take a breath
I know that you love me and you wanna save me now
In the end of it all, you can't save me from myself

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we've been through?
And if you go, I won't stop you
You're not damaged like me

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we went through?
If you stay, I won't stop you
You'll end up damaged like me

You know I never wanted you to leave
I didn't mean for you to hurt along the way
'Cause I would tear myself apart without you here
You would sabotage it all for me to stay
I'm code red, it's alright
I'm code red, it's alright

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we've been through?
And if you go, I won't stop you
You're not damaged like me

Am I too damaged for you
After everything we went through?
If you stay, I won't stop you
You'll end up damaged like me
Damaged like me
You're not damaged like me