Until I'Ve Lost Your Name

Until I've lost your name, until you're not ingrained
Until I can't remember all the features on your face
Until it's just a dream, I'll stop when I don't think
I'll go until my vision lags behind from scene to scene
Until it's hard to stand, until my eyes are sand
Until I have your hands
Again
You're a liar
I know it
The desire
Of thinking I could find someone just like you
I won't
Am I way too naive
If I just don't believe
You're a virus
When you're exactly what I need now
You got me thinking way too deep now
You got me thinking away my sleep now
You got me thinking that I should drink
Now I'm just drinking till I
Until I've lost your name, until you're not ingrained
Until I can't remember all the features on your face
Until it's just a dream, I'll stop when I don't think
I'll go until my vision lags behind from scene to scene
Just when I'm finally making progress on my own
And I start healing
You start appearing like a ghost
Oh no
And every face that barely has your nose
Your hair, or similar clothes
I see you, you're imposed
Like there's a clone of you at every place I go
No, I'll just stay home
And get to drinking way too much
Yeah you got me drinking away my thoughts, yeah
But now I'm thinking that I should stop
But I can't stop
It's not enough
I'm still not tired
So I called you up
Off inordinate desires
I know it's wrong
But in my mind
There's still love
To salvage from the pile
Cause it can't be gone
No that can't be all
Until I've lost your name, until you're not ingrained
Until I can't remember all the features on your face
Until it's just a dream
I'll stop when I can't think
I'll go until my vision lags behind from scene to scene