I'M Still Bothered
Jer
3:06You say I'm not enough You say my life isn't rough You can hear it in how I speak How I dress and basically Everything about me In my head I guess you can see Every little thing that I'm feeling Every fiber of my being I'm a walking contradiction You don't get my existence You say it's troubling, my identity You're facing this confliction I'm not what you envision When you hear me speak And claim my identity Really wish it meant a thing And that's whether you think I pass Because it didn't really matter to the cop that pulled me over With one intention and that's to harass Or when I nearly got disowned Your opinion couldn't help that mess Deadass, I nearly lost it all because somebody sent my mom A picture of me in a black and white dress I'm a walking contradiction You don't get my existence You say it's troubling, my identity You're facing this confliction I'm not what you envision When you hear me speak And claim my identity I shouldn't have to prove myself Especially to the likes of you I shouldn't have to prove myself Just because you need to get a damn clue I shouldn't have to prove myself Within my own community I shouldn't have to prove myself To the worst of all that I have ever seen (go, go, go) (I shouldn't have to prove myself) (I shouldn't have to prove myself) (I shouldn't have to prove myself) (I shouldn't have to prove myself) No! Oh, God