Mixed Signals

I'm Sending mixed signals to you
Cause I don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through
I'm Sending mixed signals to you
Cause i don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through
I'm not too sure if you know what you did to me, went out your way to belittle me
Ripped me apart you tore out my heart, I wish that you did that shit physically
I rather you batter and bruise, break all my bones than fuck with me mentally
Damn are you kidding me, know it's cliché but I would've given a kidney
I never thought it would happen I guess I'm naive but that's just the kid in me
I gave you my love, I gave you enough, I guess you preferred his validity
I'm missing your touch, it gave me the rush i needed to keep my stability
It used to be us, but now it's just dust, that blows with winds of a memory
I'm Sending mixed signals to you
Cause i don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through
I'm Sending mixed signals to you
Cause i don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through
Now I sit in a dim lit room, writing songs just to bend my mood
And it don't make sense, cause I don't progress, and these thoughts multiply by two
I could talk to a chick, but I leave her on read, cause it don't help even if I do
Cause these new endeavors are never my preference there's nobody just like you
Nobody ever made me love, whether rain or sun, got me tongue tied too
I guess that it's over, it's hard to get sober, this whiskey to fill up my wounds
I hope when you're with him you start to regret it so maybe you'll feel this too
By then I won't miss it, a better position, you know that you're living to lose
Sending mixed signals to you
Cause i don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through
I'm Sending mixed signals to you
Cause i don't even know what I really want
And I hope that I don't hurt you
With all of the shit I put myself through