Drowning

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call 'em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin'
Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin'
Always foolin' everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin'

Bad news, bad news, always bad timin'
I'm always feelin' dead, but the reaper never finds me
Pushin' everyone away, all these calls I'm declinin'
Gettin' sick of bad days, what's the point of even climbin'?
Don't save me, I won't let you in
Just let me crash and burn
Just watch me fall apart
Got so many scars, how'd I fall so far?

And I'm always breakin'
Maybe death will take me
Think I'm always wastin' my time again, no

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call 'em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin'
Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin'
Always foolin' everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin'

Yeah
Too many times that I've been fallin' off the edge now
Try to be there for my family but I still feel like a letdown
And my mom's textin' me suicidal shit
I try to cope, try to breathe, when I'm facin' this
And all the walls started cavin' in
It feels like I've been here before
And I swear I always feel ignored
My face numb, stressed out, wanna run away from the world now

And I'm always breakin'
Maybe death will take me
Think I'm always wastin' my time again, no

I want the end of my problems
Take drugs but that never solves them
My friends are worried don't call 'em
I don't wanna be a burden but I've been
Lost inside, my head's overcrowdin'
Tickin' down, I'm scared that I've been drownin'
Always foolin' everything around me
And I'm so scared, they don't hear me when I'm shoutin'