I Wish I Knew

Nephew, you're talking to Snoop Dogg
I need you to show these motherfuckers how it's done, loco
Show these bitch niggas what this ADHD 2 shit is all about
You understand me?
Show these motherfuckers, Jordan
What you playing for? Let's go

Ain't no medicine can save me, nigga, I'm too far gone
My brain too fucked, I'm coming like woo
No turning back, gotta get to where I'm going
My ADHD keep jumping like woo
Shit that I lived, they'll never understand
You can never be me, we ain't nothing like woo
Came a long way from the bottomless pit
Now look at me, bitch, I'm stunting like woo
Got a little bitch nigga sour
I'll probably go to jail 'fore I ever be a coward
I'll probably be dead 'fore I ever get flowers
I might take that 'fore I ever be honored
And try to be something that the industry proud of
The niggas wasn't giving me nada
And now the blick on me if he ever need drama
No vest on me like I never seen karma
The way I was raised, I knew I'd forever be a problem
Never got the love that I needed at home
I was misunderstood, shit turned me to a monster
Dad always letting me down
But my step-pops raised me and showed me I never need a father
And now a nigga rich, so it'll be a cold day in hell
'Fore this bitch nigga ever get a dollar
And I ain't got love for nobody give a fuck about me
I'm a self-made nigga, you ain't up without me
Ain't too many motherfuckers I trust around me
I done been through the storm, ain't nothing I ain't seen
Lot of niggas thought I'd give up and not me
Told a nigga, "You swing one duck and I'll weave"
While my homie's drink with a cup of Ali
I'm a felon, gotta ride 'til the wheels fall off
I'll fuck a bad bitch 'til her heels fall off
You a dog, I'll get your whole tail sawed off
And your head chopped off, I'm a real lost cause
I'm real fucked up, I'm still caught off
Ain't no pellet gun, this a real sawed-off
I've been waiting for a nigga tryna pop something off
Hit a nigga in the back, that's a real raw dog like, "Pause"
Niggas still showing off
Too much time on your hands 'til your hands growing off
I got money in the bank, got deals going off
I can sell my catalog, but I'm still holding off
Got crabs pulling on me and they still holding on
Lot of niggas did me dirty and they still want a bond
Give my hand to a nigga and he still want a arm
Wanna write diss tracks, but he still want a song
What the fuck? Look
I ain't never sleeping, I'm up early, been depressed
Came from the bottom where we could see a homicide
Like every week, get the heat up under the dresser
Thinking one day I'ma see it better
Hate the poverty, if I could be wealthy, would never settle
When I grow up, then I'm hoping I'm never seeing a stretcher
Mama working out a flat, she was tryna keep it together
If I ever make it, I wanna change it and make a difference
And get it in and take all the problems that we've been living in
And throw it all away so we never live in this shit again
And maybe the niggas would've told me I need a Ritalin
A medicine or anything that'll make me upset again
Or put me in a school with the troublemakers
Who tripping and would start a shit again
Tryna bully me 'cause I'm different
And my ADHD had 'em thinking that I was living in my head again
Shit

Ooh, wee
Ya dig?
You don't have to pretend, baby
I know it gets hard
Looking around, you start to think
"Maybe this isn't what I wanted"
But you have to keep going
Keep moving on
And don't you ever look back
Don't you ever look back