Black Clouds

(Go Grizzly)
I'm in the studio, baby, I'ma hit you in a lil' second
Alright
Alright, baby

They say a man not supposed to cry
Tell me why these tears keep fallin'?
We die to live, but we live to die
I could feel my heartbeat often

I live a breadwinner lifestyle
Forever I'ma keep on ballin'
Told me it was over, it was lights out
Tell me why my thoughts keep callin' (ooh)

Free Lil' Mane, my city want me dead
My mama said I got a black cloud over my head
No surrender, no retreat, that's how we play
I promise you, I won't back down until I'm dead

Where the love at? Fell in love, they don't love back (damn)
Sadly mistaken, guess it never was that
Thought we had the same dream back when we was rugrats
In a grudge match, over somethin' petty, what was that?

I deleted old things, I changed my contacts
Praying every night and day this pain don't come back
Back when we was in the game, stack change off drug packs
Swerving lane to lane, sip drink with gun strap

That switch, a bitch that crossed a motherfucker
Weather every storm, that's coming all, I know is hustle
Emotional turmoil had my heart in trouble
Relationships, got burned from, but I forever love 'em

That's a misconception
Being able to show vulnerability is what makes you strong (ooh)
Love is a battlefield, willing to kill for you
How do you heal from scars when you not built for war?

They say a man not supposed to cry
Tell me why these tears keep fallin'?
We die to live, but we live to die
I could feel my heartbeat often

I live a breadwinner lifestyle
Forever I'ma keep on ballin'
Told me it was over, it was lights out
Tell me why my thoughts keep callin' (ooh)

Feel like my city want me dead
My mama said I got a black cloud over my head
No surrender, no retreat, that's how we play it
I promise you I won't back down until I'm dead

Where the love at? Fell in love, they don't love back
Used to pull your hair from the back, givin' you love taps
We was upstairs on the carpet with no rugs there
Diamonds glistenin', gettin' it in the mirror, know you love that

Now tell me again (why're the lights out)
Can we be lovers again? (I'm to the ceiling with it right now)
Lovers and friends, could we be lovers and friends?

All my feelings been conflicted, I'ma take it as a loss
Sometimes I don't wanna see you, ain't no thoughts of you at all
I don't go look at your pictures, act like we was not involved
Got a bitch for mutual con and I got Mexico involved

I got a boosted in Perico, I'm a Puerto Rico don
Stack the Lion's Mane and Niacin and then went took a walk
Couple sets of calisthenics then I finish with a jog
Click up with my engineer and then check-in, I'm on a job

I'm starting to not believe, God, please answer my prayers
Take what little heart I have, it don't need to be repaired
I don't wan' love nobody, I don't wan' love nobody
I don't wan' love nobody, I don't wan' love nobody

They say a man not supposed to cry
Tell me why these tears keep fallin'
We die to live, but we live to die
I could feel my heartbeat often

I live a breadwinner lifestyle
Forever I'ma keep on ballin'
Told me it was over, it was lights out
Tell me why my thoughts keep callin' (ooh)