Nothing Makes Sense

I've been looking out the window
Can you tell me why the sky's red
It's been raining all week
But the flowers in our garden are all dead
It's a 100 degrees
But I could catch a cold in this bed
And as soon as you were gone
Everything right went left

Then I went under
And now I wonder

What's the use of running if I'm going nowhere
What's the use of being mindful if I don't care
What's the use of getting healthy
When I'm sicker every minute I'm without you
Cuz without you nothing makes sense

I was swimming in the noise
Now the quiet makes my head hurt
I've been turning every corner
But it never gets better
I've been tryin' to breathe deep
But my lungs can't take the pressure
And as soon as you left
All our maybes turned into never

Then I went under
And now I wonder

What's the use of running if I'm going nowhere
What's the use of being mindful if I don't care
What's the use of getting healthy
When I'm sicker every minute I'm without you
Cuz without you nothing makes sense

How can this be how it is
Cuz one plus one is always two
I've seen the sky it's know it's blue
And all the roads I know lead back to you

What's the use of running if I'm going nowhere
What's the use of being mindful if I don't care
What's the use of getting healthy
When I'm sicker every minute I'm without you
Cuz without you nothing makes sense