Pardon

I need you

Excuse me, pardon
I might use my promises as bargains
I might move anonymous and heartless
Got me losing all my conscious thoughts to what ifs

Yeh, I'm sorry I don't want to go to therapy
She said I'm behind my problems it's the way I think
But I don't wanna run a bath or make a cup of tea

Usually time passes by and I don't cry, but then I feel it
Loneliness sweeps in the night
With the stars in the sky and the city's alive
How did I ever get here, crazy
How life moves on, don't ever wait for me
Usually I'm alright but now I cry

I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me
I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me

I wish that I couldn't speak
Cos sometimes they don't see me for me
I can't portray who I really be
Standing in the circle
They wanna bring me down, comply, make me disposable
You can't ever really trust when you are capable

I'm losing all peace of mind
Overwhelmed and I'm trying to find my out
Overthink all of the time
And I'm trying to ride the waves I'm drowning
Haven't felt like myself in ages
Expectations of a 20-something gets to me
You should know I'm not fine

I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me
I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me

(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)
(To find what's left of me)

I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me
I need you
To come save me from me
I need you
To find what's left of me