I’Ll Be Dead Soon

Suicide on my mind, think about it all the time
Fucking stuck, I fucking cry
Don't deserve the lies I hide
Please, just get out of my head
Why do you always need to come back
Am I a bad person? I don't know
What happened to old me? I don't know

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Suicide on my mind, think about it all the time
Fucking stuck, I fucking cry
Don't deserve the lies I hide
Please, just get out of my head
Why do you always need to come back
Am I a bad person? I don't know
What happened to old me? I don't know

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true

Wonder who helps me, it's you, fucking dumb
Why make me insecure, hand me a gun
Yes you fucking meant it, I relapsed for you
I hate you, I love you, I thought it was true