Venting 2 + I Can’T Feel My Face

Yeah uh aye
Aye yeah uh
Searching for myself it's getting harder with each passing day
I hope we get to find one another before we pass away
I wish I made more time for myself but I got cash to make
I got to stop complaining and crying that's what my daddy say
I'll thug it out and won't tell a soul
I could be contemplating the worst but you won't never know
Cause what's the fucking point of talkin' about it
If it ain't shit that could change your mind
Stricken with pain but time come to mention the gang it's fine
I'm supposed to be the one to save us
Fuck I look like being depressed
Sometimes I think my girl the only one who sees that I'm stressed
She say I work too hard my health is something I need to respect
Naw I don't think I'm burnin out
Shit I just need me some rest
Take a shot of Reposato just to wake me up
If I ain't in the mist of grind I feel like it ain't enough
I feel the pressure more than I ever have
Boxin' my demons, pray I forever last to fade
Stuff my Everlast with sage
So when I punch em, it burn
Miss my cousin like a bitch
I wish his killers was the ones in the urn
And I won't stop until it come to they turn
I want to do em so gruesome that the fuckin' coroner stomach'll turn
I'm deadass
That nigga brother been going off on the fam
He said he goin to hell or jail if he see his loafin', damn
I really wanna forgive him cause he lost his best friend
But if he try me Ima kill him cause where do threats end
I can't even call the nigga my cousin I'm holding grudges
My other cousin had told me forgive him
I told him fuck 'em
I can't go for the serpents
I'm holdin a purpose
Don't give a fuck if he my blood cuz
He play I'm spilling cuz' blood
Ice all on my soul dawg
Uh
And I been tryna thaw it out
But see this life been mighty cold dawg
Aye sometimes it seem this strife is all I know dawg
This shit a trip and I done thought bout
Driving off the road dawg no cap
I can't feel my face
My eyes so down low
I can't see my fate
Why nobody told me this what it takes
I ain't know this was the price of tryin to be great
God damn
I can't feel my face
My eyes so down low
That I can't see my fate
Why nobody told me this what it takes
I ain't know this was the price of tryin to be great
God damn
Why nobody told me this what it takes
Aw man this just the price of tryin to be great God damn
Yeah