I'M Just A Buzzkill

I never noticed the booze
Or all the context clues
My dad hurt u
He hurt me too
I kissed a couple of dudes
But that was in my youth
I’m still confused
I’m still confused
How’m i the family glue?
I’m only 22
My egos huge
I’m still a douche
Breaking hearts till they bruise
Or at least trying to
Sex doesn’t do
What it used to do
I’m a coward too
With the shortest fuse
Always sad & blue
And then i realized
I’m just a buzzkill
Looking for a lover
I’m just an asshole
Working undercover
Like
What do u see in me?
What do u see in me?
I haven’t moved on from u
I only pretend to
You’re just a muse
That’s nothing new
And i don’t mean to intrude
But could u tie my noose
It’s a little loose
Kind of like u
I’m sorry all that i knew
Was how to tell the truth
I swear to u
I’m not that rude
I know u hated me too
Cause i am not like u
I do the things
That u can’t do
I’m a coward too
With the shortest fuse
Always sad & blue
And now/then i realized
I’m just a buzzkill
Looking for a lover
I’m just an asshole
Working undercover
Like
What do u see in me?
What do u see in me?
I don’t wanna fall in love again
I don’t wanna fall in love again
I don’t wanna fall in love again
I don’t wanna fall in love again