I Don'T Wanna Talk Rn

I don't wanna (yeah) talk right now
So I don't have to watch you leave
Yeah, yeah, yo, listen, I don't wanna talk right now
I'm deleting my socials, I ain't coming back no more
(more, more, more, more)
You want me to stay but I ain't no more
I don't wanna do this shit no more
'cause I don't wanna watch you leave no more
I don't wanna cry invisible tears no more
I don't wanna be here no more
What's a facetime call when you don't wanna pick up
I pick up and waste my time
I picked up my heart from a 5 aside
Got kicked all about but It still survived
I make you cry and you make me mad
You say that I got the most fucked up mind
With a bad temper, I don't wanna be that
I just wish that you understood my life

But, I don't wanna talk right now, it's true
I'm fine, I'm fine, I'm fine
Only real ones know, I lied
I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm just tryna do good, one day imma cut my line 'cause
I don't wanna talk right now
(I don't wanna talk right now, my love
Said I don't wanna talk right now, yeah)
So I don't have to watch you leave
('cause I don't wanna watch you leave, my darling
I don't wanna watch you leave, yeah)
I don't wanna talk right now
(If I was speak right now you'd leave me
I don't wanna speak right now, yeah)
I just wanna watch tv
(I just wanna tv with you, I just wanna watch tv)

I'll stay in the pool and drown
I just wanna watch tv
(Love makes you crazy
It's like you're on some hard drug you know
It's like being on drugs, six months go by)

If the world was good
Then things wouldn't have turned out this way
I held my tongue when I saw your face
'cause I don't wanna beg for you to say
You woulda left me if I didn't leave first
It's worse 'cause I don't really need no space
I just don't wanna talk my way back in
'cause me and you was just phase
And it hurts so bad to say
But it's time I turn the page
Start brand new and leave my pain behind, that's the only way
One of my friends asked me if I could go back, who would I change?
No one... truth is, it's me, who needs to change

But, I don't wanna talk right now, it's true
I'm fine, I'm fine
Only real ones know, I lied
I tried, I tried, I tried, I tried
I'm just tryna do good, one day imma cut my line 'cause
I don't wanna talk right now
(I don't wanna talk right now, my love
Said I don't wanna talk right now)
So I don't have to watch you leave
(I don't wanna watch you leave, my darling
I don't wanna watch you leave, yeah)
I don't wanna talk right now
(If I was speak right now you'd leave me
I don't wanna speak right now, yeah)
I just wanna watch tv
(I just wanna tv with you, I just wanna watch tv)

I don't wanna talk right now
(I don't wanna talk right now, my love
Said I don't wanna talk right now)
So I don't have to watch you leave
(I don't wanna watch you leave, my darling
I don't wanna watch you leave, again)