End Of A Life（Instrumental）

We’d run
Right through 
Those nights
I’ll never find my way back to you, inside this labyrinth of lights 
There was madness
In the meaning
Never laughless 
We were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness 
This city never died

I’ll fly 
No proof
Those heights
I’ll never find another chance to say “hey thanks for saving my life”
I was hopeless 
It was stinging 
Running roadless 
We were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness 
This city never died


What was the root of it all?
I couldn’t say.
Used to jump and then fall
Rugged and cliched 
Would shrug it off without complaint, not a sound
No use in trying to find friends, cuz in the end nobody sticks around
Its when you shoved yourself into a crowded place
That you turned around and found yourself in love in outer space
Cue the reckless nights, no strings,
Laughing at our own dreams
Just what the hell was so funny?
Bark up the wrong tree, stumble, used to falling great heights
Amidst a concrete jungle, singing cuz it felt right
We mixed the ennui and troubles rhyming our discontent
And though it’s history, I can’t forget the time that we spent 
Convinced that this could mean another end
Exists between real and pretend
A twisted alter-fiction where I missed my chance, did not ascend and
Disappearing into the mist of “never happened”
Is the me that I can never befriend.
I let it go…


Fade in, fade out
This crazy dream
Without a direction, floating aimlessly 
There’s nothing left back there for me
Breathe in, but it won’t stop the rain from pouring


We’d run
Right through 
Those nights
I’ll never find my way back to you inside this labyrinth of lights 
There was madness
In the meaning
Never laughless 
We were screaming at the top of our lungs to the numbness 
This city never died
But was there ever a soul inside?


Chasing fireflies
Between the soaring high-rises
Left a trail behind
defined it “wasted time of our lives”
Silent singer, overworked and underpaid
Thinks an office is a coffin until off is where you’re laid
Yet a thought persists, an optimist who ought to be afraid 
Saw the “nothing wrong” in writing songs behind the lonely shade
Is the world a sadder place without the words that you conveyed?
When the ladder fell and shattered every bar that we had played 
Does it matter in the end the sound diminished and decayed 
And your friends grew tired of fantasy? You’re wishing they had stayed?
You don’t get to say “I miss you”
You watched your heroes fade 
Into the rear view-mirror of the villain you portrayed 
Stop the pity party, listen, you don’t get to be dismayed
You don’t get to be emotional, feel blessed you got it made
These the best of years of life because you chose to make a trade
Recollect the days you hoped and you prayed for this
What is there to miss?

Fade in, fade out
This hazy dream
Without a direction, roaming aimlessly 
There’s nothing left back there for me
Pretend it’s the end of a made up story

I’ll fly 
No proof
Those heights
I’ll never find another chance to say “hey thanks for saving my life”
I was hopeless 
It was stinging 
Driving roadless 
We were singing at the top of our lungs to the numbness 
This city never died
I’ll say goodbye to the soul inside 


And yet somehow,

There was romance

In our self-hate

“We’ve got no chance”

In this light maze

But let’s hold hands

Through the night haze

We’ll run so fast

‘Til the school chime

‘Til the train runs

We know it’s time

We’re the sane ones 

Waking up now

To the real life

Lemme daydream

‘Til the next night 

I’ll keep waiting


I’ll keep waiting for you




Waking up now

To my real life

Lemme daydream

‘Til the next flight 



Drowning so long

I got older

Now the crowd’s gone

Is it over?