Last Days

Castle made of thorns, moon that rose in crimson
Grab for something more, all I get is distance
Driving roadless, feels like the end of a life

Running through those nights
All I saw were curses
Stuck here unalive
Floating on the surface
Still and shallow, probably left to rot, I'm sinking

So close to giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still live again, live again, live again?
But what's the point in fighting when nothing lasts at all?

On your last day, standing here alone with you
I found my vision was way off, way off, yeah
Now I can't wake up, wake up, yeah
Don't tell me
It's over, it must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Me and my mind, forever wasting time

Back then there was nothing left to lose
Back then every night was wine and blues
That's when every pen I tried to use
Ended up leaking my weakness and bled through

All in, but still a little mistaken
Faking like I knew the risk taken
Wakin' up every night pacing
Was it all a waste, then? Am I worth replacing?

Locked down deep in my soul is
What I really want to shout, now out of control
But I still hold it inside

And now there's nowhere to hide
You wanna know if I'm fine, well
At least nobody's died

So close to giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still live again, live again, live again?
But what's the point in fighting when nothing lasts at all?

On your last day, standing here alone with you
I found my vision was way off, way off, yeah
Now I can't wake up, wake up, yeah
Don't tell me
It's over, it must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Me and my mind

Every now and then
Reality creeps in
Every now and then
I glance over the deep end

You'll live on, still
So when I'm not around
Remember me
Remember what we found

On our last day, standing here alone
'Cause nothing lasts forever
Wake up, wake up, yeah
No, I can't wake up, wake up, yeah
No, it's not over, it can't be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Is this goodbye?

On my last day, doesn't matter where or when
I swear I'll find us a way out, way out, yeah
So let things play out, play out, yeah
'Cause I know some dreams just can't come true
But I wanna see you again sometime
That song in my heart, it kept me alive