The Hardest Part

Call me up to meet you, static on the phone
Normally I need you, this time, I don't wanna go
Lately I been growing into someone you don't know
You had the chance to love her, but apparently you don't
No, you don't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

Oh, I held her up so highly, had me deep under her spell
Her opinions would define me, but this time I made some for myself
'Cause lately, I been certain there's no further to go
Yeah, she had the chance to love me, but apparently she don't
No, she don't

So even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway

And it's okay, I'm not gonna remember you that way
(You say I'm different now like that's so strange)
I was only eighteen
(You shoulda known that I was always gonna change)

Even if I could, wouldn't go back where we started
I know you're still waiting, wondering where my heart is
Pray that things won't change but the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same

Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more
I ain't there no more (no more, no more)
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more
I ain't there no more
Ain't there no more, I ain't there no more
But the hardest part is
You're realizing maybe I, maybe I ain't the same
And what you're waiting for ain't there no more anyway