Blinded
Open Boundaries
2:59Not looking for pardons I know I'm a creature of conscience Who's hailing the demons they've harnessed And wondering what they've accomplished They're messing with time Floating around me Delving inside Head being pounded Dimming the lights The louder I shout The harder they fight You're reeling your spirit Uncover the smoke and the mirrors Remember the person envisioned Determined and ready and willing The ticking of time The count of the clock You're hoarding the why's When everything's wrong The hands of my life The hours I've lost Take it all back You're all that you've got But is this who I'm meant to be Concerned about the future with Every breath I breathe No But this is who you're meant to see For underneath the dirt Forms the roots of self-belief Where you'll say I can be happy I can be anything that I want I could be healing I could be dreaming Building a castle in the stars And if this world won't light the way Then I will be my own escape I should be free I should be everything that I need I should be smiling madly Loving laughing Everything that I seek And I won't wear myself away From counting hours In the day Tick Tock The chime it never goes I keep dotting all the crosses playing Tic tac toe With the demons in my head They keep signing on the o's If I'm ever gonna win I need to get out of this hole Tick Tock Time is passing on clocks I never count the hours I know one day they'll stop And if they stop A little bit too soon Will I spend the moment Wondering was I a fool I keep wondering What's wrong with me Looking around Don't like what I see Maybe I'm different Maybe I'm broke All I know is this place Makes me choke With it's Gaseous Rancidness Seeping through the streets Everybody's laughing But everybody reeks If I don't fall in line I'll be targeted for sure Cause the way I am It doesn't suit their cause Tick Tock Life Is getting boring I just keep snoring Whilst everyone else is applauding They're happy with the way that things are But I'm not They're happy just to stay till they rot But I'm not I need to live I need some life Inside these walls Everything has died I really need that resurrection in me Someplace I can be Where I just can't see these Damn Clocks Tick Tock The chime it never goes I keep dotting all the crosses playing Tic tac toe With the demons in my head They keep signing on the o's If I'm ever gonna win I need to get out of this hole Tick Tock The time it never stops I could count the hours days and minutes Till I lose the plot And if that plot Is lost a bit a too soon Will I spend the future Wondering was I fool and I keep wondering When will I be free Looking around At the cage where I sleep and Maybe I'm the enemy Maybe I'm the ruse All I know Is this place has been cruel Tick Tock Life has started crawling I just keep on stalling Everything is so appalling I'm mad about the way that things are But they're not I'm mad about the roles and the parts But they're not I need some lift I need some flight For on the ground Everything has died I really need that resurrection in me Someplace I can be Where I just can't see these Damn Clocks Tick Tock The chime it never goes I keep dotting all the crosses playing Tic tac toe With the demons in my head They keep signing on the o's If I'm ever gonna win I need to get out of this hole Cause I'm sick of all the people that have taunted me A good guy going bad inside his privacy For everything I am am I the honest me I need to be the one with no apologies Tick Tock The chime it never goes I keep dotting all the crosses playing Tic tac toe With the demons in my head They keep signing on the o's If I'm ever gonna win I need to get out of this hole Tick Tock The chime it never goes I keep dotting all the crosses playing Tic tac toe The demons in my head They keep signing on the o's If I'm ever gonna win I need to get out of this hole We are union Voices of the mind That speak against our failings When we know they're our design We can't choose happiness Nor can it choose us We just count our numbered days and Hope it shows on up But It doesn't mean that you Still shouldn't try Cause as long as there's that chance Then you deserve a better life A life of pieces Held with plasters on the walls And even though it's taking years You know that time won't make them fall And You might not want this To live a life that hurts But if everything was perfect Would you really know your worth Because through thickened skin and countless scars Emerges something hidden A person who forgets the clock And time that they've been given So you mustn't chase it For the future will come fast From birth to dust Our steel will rust So make the moments last And if you sink And get hit hard Remember you're still living For the person who still carries on Prevents the demons winning