Am I Enough?

All I do is let you down (yeah, yeah)
Am I enough? Am I enough? (Yeah)
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough? (Yeah, yeah) Am I enough?

Losin' sleep is constant
Wakin' up just to hate myself gets tirin', I'm exhausted
When I get stressed and overwhelmed
I ball my fist and resort to violence
Please stop tellin' me I'm messin' up
'Cause when you yell at me, I'm more defiant
Don't take much to show you're tryin'

I just want love, but I feel pain
I don't wanna be depressed, I don't wanna be a mess
Head down when I walk through the hallways
I just hide my tears when I'm 'round my peers
If I let it out, I get called names
Anxiety, deal with it always
If you felt like me, you would know
What it feels like when you're low

All I do is let you down
Am I enough? Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough? Am I enough?

All I do is let you down
Am I enough? Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough? Am I enough?

I'm holdin' on, but barely
And even I can't stand me anymore
Oh no, I'm crashin' again
It gets harder to face myself

Hey, I was hopin' we'd speak
Sorry, it's been a horrible week
Well, maybe I'll give you relief
Doubt it, I'll feel better if you leave
See, that's the reason you struggle
You block people out when you feel you're in trouble
But why would you care about me?
'Cause I love you, I'm tired of seein' you fall and just stumble

I'm needin' you helpin' yourself
I feel like you're dyin', you're not even tryin'
I feel like you're killin' yourself
I just belittle myself
I'm tired of feelin' the same and I hate it
Embarrassed to have all these problems
It's not really normal to feel like this daily
I just need you to save me, listen

All I do is let you down
Am I enough? Am I enough?
I just wanna make you proud
Am I enough? Am I enough?

I'm holdin' on, but barely
And even I can't stand me anymore
Oh no, I'm crashin' again
It gets harder to face myself