Bottom Of The Bottle

I've been at the bottom of the bottle
Drowning in my sorrow
Just another way too numb the pain
I will tell you one more drink and then I will quit
But it never turns out that way
I get wasted
Then I turn to
Someone I don't recognize
I can't blame you if you leave me
Being sober isn't something I like
Just gimme one shot of the whiskey
To forget where I went wrong
By morning I'll wake up distressed
Or maybe it's just withdraws
I promised I would do better
But we both know I'm a liar
I can't control emotions
Thank god that you're a fighter
I'm tipsy so sorry I hurt you
I blacked out
What happened? Don't recall
My actions
Regret it
I'm choosing the liquor
To solve all my problems
Who I am?
I'm slipping
I need a better option
Addiction taking over I'm losing everyone
I'm begging for forgiveness
I hate what I've become
Suffer to be a man
I'm like a loaded gun
When will this sh*t be over?
I think I've had enough
I've been at the bottom of the bottle
Drowning in my sorrow
Just another way too numb the pain
I will tell you one more drink and then I will quit
But it never turns out that way
I get wasted
Then I turn to
Someone I don't recognize
I can't blame you if you leave me
Being sober isn't something I like
I will repeat my actions
I need to break this cycle
I always lose my temper
Right now I'm seeing double
Don't wanna argue with you
I'd rather drink I'm hollow
Don't think of consequences
Will regret by tomorrow
Addicted get faded
This lifestyle so crazy
I broke another promise
No rhyme or reason lately
Say fuck it it's Friday
This weekend got me lazy
I sit around complaining
It's constant on the daily
Addiction taking over I'm losing everyone
I'm begging for forgiveness
I hate what I've become
Suffer to be a man
I'm like a loaded gun
When will this sh*t be over?
I think I've had enough
I've been at the bottom of the bottle
Drowning in my sorrow
Just another way too numb the pain
I will tell you one more drink and then I will quit
But it never turns out that way
I get wasted
Then I turn to
Someone I don't recognize
I can't blame you if you leave me
Being sober isn't something I like