Who I Am

I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I've lost myself?

I'm a slave of my rotten mind
And I
Lost my way
I've been wandering day and night
Cannot hide all the ghosts I keep inside
All they do
All the time
Is watch me

A weight upon my heart
That I can't seem to let go
You wanna bring me down
You wanna cut me off
But I will keep fighting on my own
Until my legs give out
Pretending I won't feel the pain
You cause me
My heart's racing
I can't slow it down
I am rotten to the core

I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I've lost myself?
All my life went down in flames
Is this ever gonna end?
I am being watched but when will I be seen
For who I am?

Wishing for a moment of peace
In this storm of worry
I pray for release

Feels like I'm screaming
But I make no sound
I feel the pain you cause me
Face to the ground
I am rotten to the core

No one will ever know this pain

I am losing so much faith in me
Who will find me If I've lost myself?
All my life went down in flames
Is this ever gonna end?
I am being watched but when will I be seen
For who I am?
I'm losing so much faith (in me)
I wanna feel you're proud of me
Always been seen as someone else
And never for who I am
For who I am

Still, I drown deeper in my mind
No mercy
Forever lost
Forever lost

I don't
Want your mercy
And I'll watch my life go down
I will stand on my own grave
I feel my heart slow down
I don't want your mercy
I don't need it
I don't wanna feel nothing