Learn As I Go (Feat. Young Buck)

I'm the best shape of my life lyrically and
physically gave up on the night life so i could dodge that
Knife fight with misery
Now i smoke alone, but i never feel alone
Cause when i exhale
All my dead friends visit me
They still talk with me i see em in my shadow
So they still walk wit me
Tap dancing round the lasso
That the devil swings
Moving on to better things
Had to learn my lesson
Not to yes to everything
Phone calls let em ring, hit you with the swipe
Connections wide and far
But my circle getting tight
I crawled up out that dark
And i stepped into the light
Started betting with my head not my heart
Now i swear my investments looking right
My ego still shrinking, my bank still growing
And i cherish every day
Stopped blaming my peers
And started checking the mirror
Now its clear i'm the one
That had to get out the way
I swear
I got scars in my heart, and blood in my eyes
Almost died tryna play with fire
Had to learn as i go
Learn as i go oh oh oh
Now i got my head to the sky
Success on my side
I'm finally putting reason over pride
Had to learn as i go
Learn as i go oh oh oh
I made a fortune of of failure
Can't listen to everything they tell ya
Had my train on the track that they derail ya
Lay you on the cross
Take your hands and they nail ya
Waking while your opps trail ya
And they rebel ya
Put you up the top of the mountain
While they throw sticks and they stones
And all the pressure around ya
Just keep on breaking your bones
You take a deep breath
That's when they think that your gone
You had to cheat death
Just so they could leave you alone
And then the sunrise
Open up your eyes it's on
And everybody start to die
That done did you wrong
You take the ones that was with ya
And you bringing them home
Cause they was there
When they was dragging you
And hearing you moan
I'm king david
Load up my sling shot with a stone
And knock goliath to the ground
By the end of the this song
I finally made it
The only thing to say is i'm strong
And there will never be another me
I can't be cloned
Buck!
I got scars in my heart, and blood in my eyes
Almost died tryna play with fire
Had to learn as i go
Learn as i go oh oh oh
Now i got my head to the sky
Success on my side
I'm finally putting reason over pride
Had to learn as i go
Learn as i go oh oh oh