Better Than This

So what's the point of getting out of bed
When either way I can't get out my head
Caught in a cycle of comparison
And all the walls are caving in
Another month and I can't pay my rent
Now my anxiety's my only friend
I just got canceled by my therapist
And my mom says I'm a mess

And I can't
See the end

Somebody tell me it gets better than this
Somebody pull me out of all the wreckage
I hate relying on this medication
Like every day's the same shit
And I can't
No I can't
I can't keep living like this

Feels like I'm making all the wrong mistakes
And second guessing every choice I make
Can someone put me out my misery
Cause I'm falling on my face

And I can't
See the end

Somebody tell me it gets better than this
Somebody pull me out of all the wreckage
I hate relying on this medication
Like every day's the same shit
And I can't
No I can't
I can't keep living like this

Who do I turn to
If I lost who I am?
Who do I turn to
When I got nothin left?
Who do I turn do
If I lost who I am?
Who do I turn to?
Who do I turn to?

Somebody tell me it gets better than this
Somebody pull me out of all the wreckage
I hate relying on this medication
Like every day's the same shit
And I can't
No I can't
I can't keep living like this
I can't keep living like this