Worst Case Scenarios

I can see it
Am I clairvoyant
Or just consumed by my paranoia?
If I see that space
I fill those blanks
With thoughts that scream in the back of my brain
A homemade hell
I built myself
Where I am always asking

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running out
Of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though, I'd like to go
I can't escape worst case scenarios

Eccentric secrets, they lie about me
And I believe them, they're so convincing
So, I tiptoe by my own land mines
Ignore the signs that it's all in my mind
It self-defends at my expense
I pretend I know the ending
Beating every step, definition of insane
I'm trying to get a grip while I'm falling in the grave

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running out
Of ways to keep me safe
From self-inflicted pain
And though, I'd like to go
I can't escape worst case scenarios

Someone save me now, just save me now
This man behind the curtain won't let me out
Just save me now, please save me now
When the mental floodgates open
I always find a way to try
I always find a way to try

What, what more can I do
To fix these future wounds?
I keep running, running
I just keep running, running out
Of ways to keep me safe
Through self-inflicted pain
And though, I'd like to go
I can't escape worst case scenario
(Worst case, worst case)
(Worst case, worst case)
So, I abandon hope, worst case scenarios
Will never let me go