I Always Wanna Die (Sometimes) (Live From Madison Square Garden, New York, 07.11.22)

This song is about growing up in Manchester

I bet you thought your life would change
But you're sat on a train again
Your memories are sceneries for things you said
But never really meant

You build it to a high to say goodbye
Because you're not the same as them
Your death, it won't happen to you
It happens to your family and your friends
I pretend (let's go)

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die, sometimes

You win, you lose, you sing the blues
There's no point in buying concrete shoes
I'll refuse (New York!)

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die, oh, sometimes
I always wanna die (let's go)

Am I me through geography?
A face collapsed through entropy
I can hardly speak
And when I try, it's nothing but a squeak
On the video, living room for small
If you can't survive, just try

And I always wanna die, sometimes
I always wanna die (ah)
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die

And I always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die, sometimes
Sometimes
I, sometimes
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Always wanna die
Sometimes

Remember in, um
Remember in 2018 when we thought everything was really bad?
Yeah

Honestly, I didn't wanna still be playing this song in 2022
The point of the next song was not to have to play it in 2022
But here we are, how you feelin'?
Good? Yeah, cool, nice