Loki

Somewhere deep inside me fester memories and dreams
I try to pin them down but I can't hear beyond the screams
All I recall with clarity is sunshine and its merry song
What are these thoughts so vague and deep beyond?
Deep inside my mind
What is there to find?

Who is she that I see, could it be, is it me, or just a dream?
Crying out, but without any way she can shout her silent scream
Is this rage at her cage or wars she cannot wage chained in my soul?
Can I find from my mind that which I left behind making me whole?

Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain
Is this truly me, am I going insane?
In faint bloody flashes I watch people die
And if that was me, then who am I?

Locked away from the fray lest they say what I may truly deserve
Through my tears I can hear echoes of creeping fear whispering words
In my soul, taking hold, trying to make me whole, bringing me back
What I saw, came before, leads to a gaping maw, twisting the track

Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain
Is this truly me, am I going insane?
In faint bloody flashes I watch people die
And if that was me, then who am I?

Oh, you can't erase me
Oh, you can't unmake me
Oh, you can't erase me
Oh, you can't unmake me

Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain
Is this truly me, am I going insane?
In faint bloody flashes I watch people die
And if that was me, then who am I?

This cannot be, but here I see a face I know so well
Loki should be dead, but here she sits, a broken shell
Baldr died and for that crime we watched her burn in bloody pain
Did Odin think to save her for this train?
If we were betrayed
There's a price to pay

Fury like thunderbolts burns in my veins
If that's truly her then I know who's to blame
Odin passed judgment; we all watched her die
But if that is Loki she'll pay for her lies

Flashes like camera bulbs fire in my brain
Is this truly me, am I going insane?
In faint bloody flashes I watch people
And if that was me, then who the fuck am I?