Alive And Well

Familiarity's slowly change
Nothing seems to remain the same
So out of touch, so out of place
In this fight to erase what haunts

I went soul-searching so long ago
And all I found was someone I don't know
Viewing myself in the mirror
Never gets easier as my future grows nearer

Time seems to go by so fast
Always second guessing and never done what I think is best
The world just wants me to give up
But I will never lose hope for myself

Fighting to survive the struggle only gets worse
Is it my turn to die or maybe it's yours?
Slowly losing contact with all the ones I love
God only knows how the fuck I'll end up

As time goes by hate seems to be
The only thing inside me
When will this end?