Pills From The Start

Pill from the start

Back in the day when you found out you were stronger
Everyone just held back
And you thought I wouldn't get it
An infusion made of poison and sheer will
You crafted a fucking hard to swallow pill

Some toxins take their time to spread
You found that one thing with a severe effect

There was no sign of an overdose
But all I had were pills from the start
Will I fade before I can get out?
'Cause I swallowed everything I got
And I'll never make it out here alive
Will I fade before I can get out?

There is a limit for a chemical effect
When you feel nothing then
You have to push further
Nothing beats the endorphin rush
When you hold down others
And you finally feel superior

For real, see that astonishment
When you make them face their lack of empathy
For an insecure friend
Am I a fool or just insane

You didn't mean to fly above all others
Still you've changed me forever
Your ego's a hell of a drug

There was no sign of an overdose
But all I had were pills from the start
Will I fade before I can get out?
'Cause I swallowed everything I got
And I'll never make it out here alive
Will I fade before I can get out?

No sign of an overdose
But all I had were pills from the start
(Pills from the start)
'Cause I swallowed everything I got
And I'll never make it out here alive
(Out here alive)
All I had were pills from the start

Fuck
Pills from the-