Denial

I'm left here shaking
On the floor in desperation
A glimpse of my hatred
I can feel it, my heart is wicked
My eyes are open
Mind is broken
I am depraved
You and I are the same fallen in the same way

My eyes are open, my mind is broken
How do I overlook the weight of my decisions?
This desperation, I am not hopeless
I look to you to make sense of the madness
I didn't know I could get so dark
I didn't know it would be my fault
I'm in denial, I'm in denial
How dark my heart will follow

I've hit the bottom, I've hit a new low
I can't believe how dark our minds will go
And it's our fault
Our sickened hearts are weak and vile
We never seek, filled with death
No fear in our eyes exposing our intent
Turn away, we are worthless
We deserve death and approve of it

My eyes are open, my mind is broken
How do I overlook the weight of my decisions?
This desperation, I am not hopeless
I look to you to make sense of the madness
I didn't know I could get so dark
I didn't know it would be my fault
I can't deny, I can't deny
How dark my heart has followed

I'm left here shaking
On the floor in desperation
I am broken, I am hopeless
Save me from this hell I'm in
Save me from this hell I've made