Trauma Bond

Don't nobody get close to me
Is this what life is supposed to be?


I can't decide what i'm feeling all the time
Like a sickness
Deep inside


Fuck it all
Push it all deep inside
A sinister hatred I create in myself
Taking people on a mental ride
Projecting all the fear that I feel inside


It turns out, you and I 
Are dealing with the same shit but dont know why
And we look up to the sky
And we know we wanna die


We found peace in the sickness,
A trauma bond what the fuck is this
We are no good for eachother


I know everybody suffers
Everybody suffers with it
And they just cant fucking shake it


I know everybody suffers
Ruining their day
All the thoughts that effect what they do and they say
And they can't get away
Falling apart in the middle of the day


I know everybody suffers
Everybody suffers with it
And they just cant shake it


Dealing with these issues every single day


All the people that are around me
Can see the demons I wear outside me


It is what it is, but I know it
I wear this sickness and I show it


Are we all the fucking same,
Or are all of you feeling mentally deranged


And I know as time passes by
Why? Do we have to try?


It turns out, you and I 
Are dealing with the same shit but dont know why
And we look up to the sky
And feel like We wanna die


We found peace in the sickness,
A trauma bond what the fuck is this
We are no good for eachother