In The Dirt (Feat. Charlie Ray)

What have I become? Just another dumb drunk
Who was raised in the slums, a waste of some cum
A little bitty nigga in a world full of giants, fee fi fo fum
Kicked out of every school I ever fucking went to
Momma told me I was always violent
Every time I go into a class, all the
Kids was talkin', I was always silent
And when I be out ridin' I be on that solo tip
Everybody wonder where this nigga goes when I'm lit
When I vanish at the drop of a hat and I fall back
They thinking it's all rap 'til the four-four click
But you don't know shit about me and my agenda
Actions and people that I been to
Hell and back with, now we all galactic
Cities on the map quick, and enemies I'ma bend them like I'm Bane
Only represent for the gains and you niggas will respect what I claim
And I could be the reason that I'm feeling so much pain
And everybody always wanna pick a nigga brain
My kids gotta eat, who the fuck is gonna feed 'em?
If I die today that bitch will have a nigga come and beat 'em
Really mistreat 'em
And have 'em walking up and down the street
With no shoes on they motherfucking feet and
Now I'm feeling lost
Homie tell me what the fuck am I to do?
I'm just tryna make it to Vegas so I can see my son but it cost
Too much so I gotta wait
'Cause I gotta pay to keep the medication on my tongue or they toss
Me up in a grave and they turn the page on
A nigga like I wasn't nothing but a sideshow
And everywhere that I go
I be hearing what they thinking, they be wanting me to die slow
And I know how the shit is little nigga
Life getting to you so you turn to the liquor
You get the plug so you turn a little quicker
Pour the bottle down your throat 'til it's burning your liver
No concern when I hit the gas, peel out
Like fuck it if I see my last meal
The homie that's real
I feel like giving up on record deals when I'm drunk
I think I never gave a fuck, I never will so imagine
If I never had the music
And I never was equipped with the rap to use it like I do
When I'm lucky enough to pay your bill
While you niggas make a mil with your
Wack acoustics and I'm through with
Hollering a loose leaf
Do flee with your knife, I'm in the
Movies when I'm locking with the goonies
Take your top when I be chopping 'em
And I could be the one to hit you all up with the toolie
Get the duct tape, I'm a loose cannon
I be doing shit so random
They don't make 'em like me, god damn it
It's like I'm from a different 'nother motherfucking planet
But I'm on Earth where I've been cursed since birth
Really feeling like I'm fucking worthless
Knowing that I really haven't earned shit
Except for how I spit to make 'em purchase

Means 'til I finish like I-N-G
Don't you see when I'm coming through
We bleed for the right to speak
And your treason is nothing new
And when everything that you see
And it's not what you think it's worth
Believe I'ma keep my feet on this rock 'til I'm in the dirt
'Til I finish like I-N-G
Don't you see when I'm coming through
We bleed for the right to speak
And your treason is nothing new
And when everything that you see
And it's not what you think it's worth
Believe I'ma keep my feet on this rock 'til I'm in the dirt