Heavier Every Time

Watch me start a revolution in my mind set
I wanna take over the world
But it ain't mine yet
They say that patience is a virtue
But squandered time and opportunity
Can hurt you i need a clear view been
Looking with my eyes closed
For oh so many years I feel
That all my minds blown
Like shitty speakers in the life whip
With low and high pitch
Like ups and downs in lives you know
All the times when I quit
Throwing in the towel just to
Pick the fucker up
The harder that I try it seems
The deeper that the cut
Yo I got problems to weight a heavy mind
And the thoughts weigh heavier every time

How many times do I have to say it though?
Always under never out of control
How many times must I repeat again?
I am invincible and no adversary will win
Never against me resent me
Some of you people will
Never ever understand me
I got problems to weigh a heavy mind
And the thoughts weighin' heavier every time

Humanity is a stain that I disdain
I am on the rooftop rooting for the plague
When I am in my brain
It's survival rate zero
Designed suicide the demise of a hero
Cast down the opposition seen it in a vision
The shepherd wears the same
Cloak as the mortician bow before the grave
Heed the call of the damned
Can I get a witness? The extinction of man

You see initially it wasn't
Meant to be predetermined
But now the serpents under beats
When the speech reversing
Beneath the surface it's like
I'm tying a noose about to sway steady
I can't refuse the truth
Them thoughts they weigh heavy
And most days I wish I couldn't think
Just stare emotionless
At a world filled with hopelessness
Share my condolences
To those who couldn't cope with the pressure
Those who have no goals
And those who show no effort
Go on forever like a broken record

How many times do I have to say it though?
Always under never out of control
How many times must I repeat again?
I am invincible and no adversary will win
Against me resent me
Some of you people will
Never ever understand me
I got problems to weigh a heavy mind
And the thoughts weigh heavier every time

I try and hide the fire but it burns through
The ones you love always first to abuse you
The blunts they used to make me curse proof
But the drugs just don't work
Like they used to
But I digress my life is uphill at best
My thoughts they're tied to anvils
There's a landfill in my chest
The devil on my shoulder is the only one left
I guess the angel was depressed
Said fuck it jumped to his death

Holy water couldn't bless me
Devil couldn't come and get me
If anyone else wanna test me
I'll crack your head like a Pepsi
Snipe em all like Wesley
Open em up like Sesame
Hole in the heart of my enemy
I told you this shit can go heavily

How many times do I have to say it though?
Always under never out of control
How many times must I repeat again?
I am invincible and no adversary will win
Against me resent me
Some of you people will
Never ever understand me
I got problems to weigh a heavy mind
And the thoughts weigh heavier every time