Head In The Clouds

So what's it gonna be?
You gonna give in, or you gonna get free?
I know, you was depending on back to back
Soul cracking type events on me
But I don't care
There's a million repairs still left to be made
Just so it could be fair
Hope we can get there
Grit your teeth and just bear
Down

So what's it gonna be?
You wanna feel love, or you wanna feel free?
And I know you can't compare the feelings
But there's a worth in believing
Then everything you love will go
Wither away, never return, that I know
But I will keep my head in the clouds, eyes above
My faith in a God that I may never, ever know

Bet, alright, okay
Let me tell you a couple things about these killers
(Keep talkin' 'bout it, homie) all night, all day
They gon' hang around until you fall you asleep
For real (oh, it's like that)
Wait until you dream
Get all up in yo head, keepin' you between
The thoughts and the screams
The self and esteem
Convert all your dreams into nightmares on their screens

I'm not here just to survive while I'm alive
I wanna live it
Should I swallow my pride?
(You're damn right)
There's no way out
So just give in
Kickstart the ending
I'm ready to begin

On and on and on, that's the way it goes
No, you can't change it, so
Don't try and change me

And all they wanna know is how far you'll go
To give the world a show
Don't try and save me

Goodbye, it's showtime
This feels like salt in my wounds
I try to hide
(This feels like salt in my wounds)

Like salt in my wounds

Yeah
Painted gold on rusted teeth, they smile wide (smile wide)
Feed you echoes, call it truth, then fucking hide
Sell your silence in a velvet sleeve
Call it art, but bleed when you believe

But bleed when you believe

On and on and on, that's the way it goes
On and on and on, that's how far you'll go

On and on and on, that's the way it goes
No, you can't change it, so
Don't try and change me

'Cause all they wanna know is how far you'll go
To give the world a show
Don't try and save me

I leave only burned sand
And the tellings in an unheard language
These words aren't yours to understand
These verses weren't written by mankind