Sick

Where we from it go be okay
I ain't lost 'ion need no directions
Love showing me the way
We gon' heal, we ain't asking permission

Part time native on somebody else's land
These publications tripping I swear they don't understand
Pull pictures that fit the image like I ain't been growing up
How they telling my story when I don't know who I am
But I talk good
Cover my insecurities take another offer
Hiding my anxiety tell my momma it's all good
I feel the resentment from my homies and it's awkward
They see I'm losing my way don't give a fuck if I'm Sponsored
They wanna see me prosper not just cop another dollar
They see the world I'm swimming in killing me it's so toxic
Love sick
So sick of what I'm in love with
Patterns I'm falling victim to I can't help it
Abused power fooling none but myself
I thought space would be good fo my health
But I'm so sick
Mmmmm
So sick of being sick (we all sick)?

Where we from it go be okay
I ain't lost 'ion need no directions
Love showing me the way
We go heal, we ain't asking permission
If you need me I can stay
I ain't lost 'ion need no directions
Love showing me the way
We go heal, we ain't asking permission

I ain't got time to waste
But I'm chasing still
Fantasies of love i pray is real
Trynna play the field
Lust filling the gaps
Scattering my past
No trust splitting homes like borders in the sand
No role models for real love
Every family That I grew up around broken and hella need love
So much dysfunction to speak of
Momma told me good men are rare
She counting on me to be one
Too many vacant fathers run from theyselves
Afraid to face they mistakes and the lies that they tell
Firsthand experience
And secondhand for every cousin
Sisters with different daddies who let em
Down wondering why they leaving us
Cycles of this trauma what they leaving us
World so cold we don't even believe in us
500 years and my people still ain't free enough
Somehow we still go believe in love

Where we from it go be okay
I ain't lost 'ion need no directions
Love showing me the way
We go heal, we ain't asking permission
If you need me I can stay
I ain't lost 'ion need no directions
Love showing me the way
We go heal, we ain't asking permission

Running out of ways I could take this
I know when I look into your eyes
We go float on when the waves hit
All this love lost so exhausting
Run out of excuses and patience
I know when I take my time
Give a lil more space for these changes
Feel like it's all changing
Ooooh ooh ooh
Ooooooooooooh ooohoooooooo
Oooohoooohoooooooooohooooooooooooh
Ooooohooooo
We're all sick
So sick of being sick