Everything I Ever Thought I Knew

I thought I was an outcast
I thought I stood alone
A rogue, a theif, a joker
No place to call my own
I thought no one could love me
And how could I have known I was wrong
Oh so wrong

And then I thought I found it
A dream that I could share
I thought I was so lucky
It almost wasn't fair
I thought I knew my purpose
I thought that I knew where I belong
But I was wrong

Everything I ever thought I knew
Where I've been, where I'm going
Everything I counted on turned out to be untrue
Could've guessed, should've known
Now I do

Everything I've yearned for
Everything I planned
All my sweetest memories were castles made of sand
Now that it's all crumbling, help me understand
If none of it was really me, Then who am I suppose to be?

And everything I ever thought I knew
Every hope, every feeling
Love and trust and happiness
They're done, they're gone, they're through
And what's left, me alone
Once again, should've known
Now I do

I guess my life meant nothing
I guess it was a sham
I guess I'm someone else now
I wonder who I am