I'M Sick

I'm sick of the nights that never end
Of empty rooms that won't pretend
I'm sick of the ghosts that wear your face
Of chasing echoes I can't replace

Every breath feels heavier now
Every step's a silent vow

I'm sick of the pain, sick of the fight
Sick of the days that steal my light
If healing means losing you
Then I'd rather keep the sickness too

I'm sick of the words I never said
Of sleeping cold in our empty bed
I'm sick of pretending I'm okay
When your absence poisons every day


This isn't just in my head it's in my veins
I'm not getting better, I'm not the same

I'm sick of the pain, sick of the fight
Sick of the days that steal my light
If healing means losing you
Then I'd rather keep the sickness too