If I Die Young
Mistah Kye
3:10It's been countless times that I told myself I didn't feel a thing for you When I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you And how you make me feel In a way I've never felt before (LS TheProducer) When I was sitting all alone in my bed Thinking about you You're stepping inside of my mind Took a trip down memory lane Gotta watch my range, if I step too close then it's over I'll pop my shit 'cause it'll drive me insane Yeah they think that I'm psycho And you must think that I'm deranged Used to care what they think, now I don't give a shit It's getting flushed away But, but I just been thinking about you That's the reason I'm reaching out I been working this project for time But fuck it, I really don't know why I bother 'Cause care too much, you get hurt Yeah, love too much, it gets worse Then you try and explain, but it's way too late Yeah, I suffered before that's why I got covered In blood, I'm in stitches In person, I'd never show it 'Cause as men, there's duties to follow We have to swallow the pain and shift it So I make these songs just so I can help 'Cause I know when I'm by myself My fist gets bussed way more than my nut 'Cause I'm pissed as fuck and I need me a crutch When I was young, used to bottle it up All the anger and rage, then it all lets loose Now everyone's scared, better get prepared 'Cause there ain't no way that I'm calling a truce If I had my father around then I would've learned How to contain that quicker But I learned myself, If I didn't Woulda smashed up all of my plaques from a trigger It's been countless times that I told myself That I don't really care, but I really do I been thinking of you ever since I blew And I ain't even made it, but I feel good as new Can't sleep 'cause I'm thinking of you Might pop me a Xan, might need me a few 'cause You're stepping inside of my mind Took a trip down memory lane Gotta watch my range, if I step too close then it's over I'll pop my shit 'cause it'll drive me insane Yeah they think that I'm psycho And you must think that I'm deranged Used to care what they think, now I don't give a shit It's getting flushed away But, but I just been thinking about you That's the reason I'm reaching out I been working this project for time But fuck it, I really don't know why I bother 'Cause care too much, you get hurt Yeah, love too much, it gets worse Then you try and explain, but it's way too late Yeah, I suffered before that's why I got covered In pain, I'm passionate I don't say too much, but I think too much Negative thoughts can get you caught But I'd rather slam my thumb in a door 'Cause physical pain is better than mental And I'm trying my best at holding my patience But I'm impatient 'cause there's not many real ones left I feel like I'm stalking you Even though you still listen to Boogie And kept all my hoodies I barely can listen to him 'Cause all of his songs still remind me of you Word on the streets that you've moved on But I don't even know if it's true When I heard that news, it had popped my screw My emotions loose, don't know what to do and You don't understand how much it hurts (You don't understand how much it hurts) To see you with someone else Seeing you with someone else I don't know how to bare that pain Wish that I fixed it, wished that I changed Wish that I fucking fixed it It's over now but You're stepping inside of my mind Took a trip down memory lane Gotta watch my range, if I step too close then it's over I'll pop my shit 'cause it'll drive me insane Yeah they think that I'm psycho And you must think that I'm deranged Used to care what they think, now I don't give a shit It's getting flushed away But, but I just been thinking about you That's the reason I'm reaching out I been working this project for time But fuck it, I really don't know why I bother 'Cause care too much, you get hurt Yeah, love too much, it gets worse Then you try and explain, but it's way too late Yeah, I suffered before that's why I got covered (In pain) (LS TheProducer) (What? MiSTah Kye mixed this on a phone?)