It'S Not Me

This can't go on

A puppet driven by time
Who are you?
Who am I?
They gave us a name, an identity
But are you sure you really exist? (exist)
And now that I look at my hands
I'm not sure if they're mine
Staring in the eyes of eternity
I deny my fate

Help me
To close my eyes and dream
'Cause it's the only place where nothing can hurt me

Let me fade away
'Cause I know that I've lost myself along the way
Let me feel humane
'Cause sometimes I fear
It's all a fiction
A fake, a picture
I feel that
It's not me

Bring me back

I didn't need a purpose
I did not need to exist
I lived through feelings alone

Now I need serotonin
To keep me safe
Keep me free
It's the only way I can feel something

I dig deep
In my soul
But the memories are losing their colors
Bring them back to me

It hurts
It hurts
But it would be nice to remember

I've lived so many lives
Did it really happen?

Why can't I just feel alive?

Let me fade away
'Cause I know that I've lost myself along the way
Let me feel humane
'Cause sometimes I fear
It's all a fiction
A fake, a picture
I feel that
It's not me

I've found the will to live another life
My identity doesn't matter
Your identity doesn't matter
Join me on this final journey
For we already know how it ends

Let your heart break and be mended
Count the beats
Enjoy the moment

Get hurt and heal
Hurt and heal

Let me fade away
'Cause I know that I've lost myself along the way
Let me feel humane
'Cause sometimes I fear
It's all a fiction
A fake, a picture
I feel that
It's not me
I feel that
It's not me